Please accept my apologies...

Since August I have been a heinous bitch...I have been a shell of the Ashley most of you know and call a friend.

Please accept my apologies. I was in self destructive mode...which is never good for me or the people I am around.

I finally feel like myself for the first time since that car ran the stop signed and smashed into my door. I am ridiculously happy, to the point that the people I work with don’t know what to do with themselves…Little things have changed...how I carry myself, what I find joy in, my hair color, my weight, volunteering, my fashion sense (fuck that girlie bull shit), and for the most part I am just trying to be being a better person (which I think everyone should do every minute!). I have been doing a lot of soul search and I am disappointed in how far I let myself get away from what I know makes me happy...making baby steps back to that every second I can. I guess we can always learn and grow...no regret, only changes!

So if you have met me in last half a year or if I was a bitch to you…please accept my apologies…I can only say I hope you get to know the real Ashley…the better one.